119. Simple Things

First of all, it's 4.07AM now. I don't even know why am I even blogging now since I can just blog tomorrow or something. Oh, I wanted to blog now cos I just got inspired(?) by something I saw. But before I start on it, Happy Halloween Day everyone! Trick or Treat! :}

To be honest, I never celebrated Halloween Day before. But, whatever right?

That was taken just now when I go to work. It was closing time = so there is no people at the back = good time to take photo. Now, whenever I think about Halloween, instead of remembering those pumpkins, it reminds me of Marcus Soh! Since his birthday is on Halloween! :} Quando é il tuo compleanno? il mio compleanno é il trentuno ottobre. That was in Italian. Try google translate if you want.

I told ya that I'm learning Italian.

What I wrote on the book for the first day. So messy! :(

To be honest, I'm actually scared to take Italian as my CDS but now, I'm enjoying it. Riccardo, my teacher, is pretty funny. He said, "I like Italian but please don't google translate as it damage his 'Italian'." He said something like that but I can't remember his exact words. So if you google translated that sentences on top. You *tsk tsk tsk + shake head*.

My and Marcus' favorite phrase is: Figli Di Cagna! :}

Anyway, I shall start on the serious stuffs but I have no mood to write about the serious stuffs now. But I feel that I cheat your feeling if I didn't write what I'm supposed to. But you all also don't know what I wanted to write right? Unless I stated it which I just did. :/ I think I change my music. *Changing the music now*

You see, I wanted to talk about life. I really have this habit of judging people based on first impression. I know it's not good but that's my character. After I label you to 'I'm okay with you', 'So-so' or 'I don't like you' group, it really depends if I will talk to you or not. If you are in 'I don't like you' group but I talked to you a lot of times and we have things in common, I will get close to you. To be honest, I think I start doing this when I was in Secondary 3. And truthfully, there are a few people from 'I don't like you' group that became friends with me now.

I can clearly remember one of them but the rest are so-so cos I don't really care about them now since I don't talk to them. You see, I really hate making new friends. The reason why is because most of the situation, it's like a group gathering? Like your friends bring a friend(s) but you don't know them so you don't know what to talk about. There are time that it was okay since the other party are friendly but what if that person is shy? To summarise things, I don't really like to make friends and first impression is very important to me... Wait, I think it's more like: I'm anti-social so don't talk to me and first impression is like a life and death situation to me so think act carefully.

Another thing is that don't think so negatively. Actually, that's not really what I wanted to say but I thought I sound write it more nicely. If not, later people bash me. Okay lah, I don't really care already. What I want to write is that, don't think that you are the only person that is having the hardest life out of the people. Like I said, think a little bit more positively. You should think like this whenever you experience something not favorable: "I'm not the only who is experiencing this difficult thing in my life, other people might have worse than what I experienced right now. HAHAHA TOO BAD TOO SAD!" Yeah, you should think it that way.

But screw myself lah, who the hell have the time to think of such a positive thing when you are suffering from a difficult situation right? The more I think it, the more I think that I have a split thinking or something. Not personality but thinking. I think positively and negatively at different timing. That's why my 4Fs couple, Ellis, say that I got a split personality. Oh wait, that was because I was 'Wati' at that time. For your information, 'Wati' is my maid name. Not my maid's name but it's MY maid name. So it's me not my maid. It's taken from 'Setiawati' and Ellis just suddenly name me as 'Wati'. What the hell lah! We are only good to each other on Friday.

Anyway, I think I shall talk about it another time. I shall talk about my friends now. I'm always talk incomplete one. My english sucks. I know it. Don't worry, I shall try to get back my english, somehow. I miss a lot of my friends. UMAYRAH! I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH! THAT NEGATIVE THINKING OF YOURS! OMG I MISS YOU! ADE! I MISS YOU TOO! THAT RANDOM MSN CHAT WITH YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!! ;_; I wanna see these people.

This is basically my usual breakfast+lunch+dinner+supper for weekends and dinner+supper for weekdays. 

I miss this kind of food and I want to eat it someday! :( Korean BBQ at Korea, with Dahae.

This is what my sister cook the other day, beef + vege + egg. DAMN GOOD, I SWEAR! Okay, cancel the 'damn' part.

Tasteless plain yogurt + banananana + dried raisins. My sister made for me when I was studying Italian. Thank you! :)

Today's Yesterday's food for work. Philippine's food if I not wrong? It's been so long since I ate a take away for work's food! :D 

Mozzarella Cheese Sticks. Damn chewy(?) and okay okay lah.

My childhood snack which I manage to bring to Singapore from Indonesia~

BROWNIE SPAM! It's deep fried but it's pretty good! :}

Supper with Rosemary at the Porridge place. I can't remember what's the name of the place. Sorreh!

I was supposed to confirm later's lunch with Theresa but I forgotten. Gonna tweet her before I sleep and see how. If she didn't reply me then okay loh, no eat lunch. Wait till dinner so can nom nom at my work place. Okay, it's 5.08AM now so I took 1 hour to write this post. I didn't watch Running Man or anything okay? I concentrated on writing this post. Okay lah, I went to allkpop.com just now to watch 2NE1's Go Away PV and I think that's all? Anyway, ciao everybodeh! :}

P/S: I think you are getting further and further away from me.

P/S 2: I love Yoon Mi Rae! :)

P/S 3: I want my class, DF18, back! :(

118. Happy and Sad

I'm kind of happy and sad. It's a mix emotion? I'm kind of excited as well but I'm also disappointed. It's really a lot of emotions combined into one. Actually, I have been feeling them for quite awhile but I'm too lazy to write them into posts so I decided to mix them into one post. So, it's going to be a really really long post. Get your popcorn and cola now.

I'm excited about moving to a new house which is not anytime soon. But, the thought of decorating the house and buying new stuffs excites me. I sound like an old aunty but I'm really happy whenever I walked pass those household stuffs like plates, sofas, forks, frying pans and more. Whenever I'm out with my sister and when we were looking at stuffs like that, we will be discussing seriously about what we want in our new house and what we don't want.

First off, I want a coffee maker inside the house.

To be honest, I still couldn't appreciate those bitter coffee yet but there are some coffee that I like. Yes, the sweets one. I'm a really big fan of Caramel Frappé which I don't know if it's really considered as coffee or not. Before I came to know about that drink, green tea was my favourite drink from both The Coffee Bean and Starbucks. But recently I have been taking an interest in coffee so I shall learn the differences in coffee soon.

Second, I want a dressing table.

I think most of the girls in this world would want a dressing table as it is a pretty much an essential table for us? :} and of course, I would like to have a ring container where it will separates all of my rings. I shall take photo of my rings next time and you will see how many rings I have. I can open a blogshop for rings already. -,- I don't really have a lot of make up stuffs but I'm taking an interest in them now but I probably will need to share the dressing table with my sister if I have one so left side for me and right side for her. I doubt that I will at least have half of the table left for me to put with stuffs since my sister really have a lot of make up stuffs.

I think so far, that's all that I wanted since the rest are a bit indescribable. Moving on, I seriously interested in making a coffee shop. But I changed my mind and I'm more interested in making a cafe. I even came up with the name of the shop already and some of the drinks and snacks that will be available in that shop. You can call me a genius imaginative person? I think I will even make a notebook for it since I really want to write things inside a book and highlight it. Obsess or what, I don't know, meow. Sorry about the meow part since I'm listening to Brown Eyed Girls' Sixth Sense and suddenly got the 'meow' part.

"{ S U G A R R U S H *" that's probably what I'm gonna use if I made a cafe. So in the future, if you see that shop, means it's my shop and if you don't see me as the boss, means someone copied me. So, it's copyrighted from now on. I was really excited while thinking about the menu of the cafe even though I don't even have the money to set it up yet. One day, when I became rich, I will surely made that cafe and it will be low-cost cafe since I want people to enjoy good stuffs with a small amount of money. So those average and not so rich people, can enjoy them as well. Starbucks and The Coffee Bean are for rich people. -,- I drank them, when I have the money only. So don't compare me with you if you didn't even earn that money yourself.

So far, I only told Rosemary about it. Hmm, she said that she will come and visit me and I promised her to give her 10% discount which she bargained to 50% discount. This is what you call friendship. Hahaha, I love you friend! :) When I feel happy and if I really opened up that cafe, I will give you 100% discount! :D Not every time though. I'm such a good friend right, so treat me better. Who knows I will become some successful person in the future?

I remembered about saying that I took Italian for a subject, here. The reason why I put a food on top cos it looks nice and someone in my class said something about learning Italian is like eating Spaghetti. I don't really remember what he or she said but it's connected to both Italian and Spaghetti. Danial said to me, "Before you master Italian, get your English correct first." Damn you friend! Was it Danial or Syafiq? I can't remember and today, I mean yesterday, since it's already 26th, I met Ern at the bus stop opposite school and I told him I got Italian as CDS. I don't know what is the meaning of CDS also. I think someone explained what it is but I forgotten. Then he told me, "Your English like that, your malay like that......." and he shook(?) his head. I can't remember what he said but it's definitely trying to tell me "Why you take Italian when you are not good with language??" and I could only say that I don't know why. I can't even remember why I choose that instead of the other things.

Actually, I know why I took that. Just that I'm too lazy to explain but I shall just explain it now. To be honest, I almost managed to get Japanese. I didn't get any CDS (basically, an extra subject and everyone needs it to graduate) so I went to reapply with Bernice, Ellis, Joanna, Takuya, Syafiq and Tariq. I was standing behind Ellis and in front of Joanna and the arrangement is exactly like what I mentioned before this sentence. Bernice and Ellis took Japanese and I thought, "Why not take Japanese?" since I'm interested in Japanese language and I know some of the words and I can understand a little bit. The 4 of us, Bernice, Ellis, Joanna and I wanted to take Japanese. When it was my turn, I put 7 numbers for my admin number but it was supposed to be 8. I can't remember what was the missing number and the course managers(?) told me to go behind and write again since there are a lot of people behind me.

Just then when I cut queued behind of Tariq, teacher said, "Oh, you took the last seat for Japanese". And that person is no other than Joanna!! ;_; I felt that the world crumbled and the girls told me to take Italian. I thought of taking Creative Writing again but I don't want to be in the same class as someone so I didn't take that subject. Now, I realised that I may not be in the same class as that person as there will be a few classes of the same subjects for each month(?), and there will be several classes in a month like one in the morning and one in the after and one in the evening and one at night. But who knows that I will have an extreme bad luck right? And Ern told me that he took that subject! If I took it as well, I might be in the same class as Ernnie! ;_; Regretting like hell but I shall just think positively, for now.

I wanted to talk about this depressing thing before I sign out. You see, I was supposed to meet Amanda, Albinia and Joanna for lunch at 2PM at school yesterday, on the 25th. I woke up at 11AM and I left the house around 12.45PM. I went to Parkway to buy tickets for MAMA 2011 and I could get Pen C which was free standing and if you are lucky, you might get in front which I think it's impossible since it's school holiday and with the scary teenagers nowadays, you might get eaten up and squashed when you stand up. And it's not really lucky, you must overnight for several days if you are those extreme kaypoh kia people. I have school and I have a life so I went to get a seated ticket.

Wait, before I could even get a ticket, I endured a hardship which I felt like crying like for 3 times. I realised that I didn't have enough money to buy 2 tickets so I asked my sister to transfer me the money. I had planned to leave Parkway by 1.30PM so that I could reach school on time but it was my day. My phone auto restarted like there is no tomorrow. It will restart by itself after it hanged so I can't even contact my sister. It was 1.15PM and I finally could get a hold of my sister. I wanted to call Amanda and tell her that I will be late and they should eat first because I didn't want them to skip their lunch because they were waiting for me.

However, nothing is going well. I couldn't call Amanda, Joanna or Albinia and worst of all, my sister still haven't transfer the money into my bank account yet. And as you know, when I reached the counter, all the tickets for Pen A and B were OOS (out of sale) and some of the front seating tickets were also gone. I was rushing for time but nothing went my way. Luckily, the people at the counter were very kind and nice. I went to that place for 3 times and they helped me find seats that were near the stage. They even tell me what seats were available from which block of seats that were near the stage. When I told them that my sister were transferring the money to me, they even tried to reserve the seats for me.

It was 2.15PM and I finally gotten the money. When I wanted to text someone, my phone hanged and my phone was low in batt. I really wanted to cry 3 times because of my phone, and being the person who asked my friends who lived so far to come earlier to eat together but I didn't turn up and I couldn't get the money to buy the ticket. The last time I felt like this was like around Ronald's class which was like just after I became blonde.

That's all that I wanted to write. Goodnight everyone! I'm going to watch some parts from Running Man and then I will sleep since I have something to do tomorrow. Bye! Wait wait, buona notte and arrivederci! :) Copied them from google hahahah. Italian way man! :}

P/S: I killed you many times in my head, my phone. I thrown you from the egde of a waterfall once which is now and thrown you many times against the wall, forever.

P/S 2: You have changed a lot, my friend. I miss the way you are last time but you are who you are, right?

P/S 3: I'm excited about tomorrow! BERNICE! :9

117. Highlighting Stuffs

I just read pabo dongsaeng's post and this kinda inspired me to copy her. Last year, on this date, I took my first O Level paper which was English. As I'm writing this, I just remembered that the first paper was Chinese which was somewhere in the early June. So English being the first paper was just nonsense but it was definitely the first paper that feels like O Level since the next 15 days, I did O Level papers. If you don't get what I'm trying to say, just forget it.

What I am trying to say is that I really miss those days. Not those time where I slept, ate and chat with my classmates and friends during but those time where I chiong for O Level. And of course not only O Level that I'm missing, the time I highlighted and copying down notes from the whiteboard. Since design school has no exams, we don't have test so we don't need to do anything like writing down notes or highlight stuffs. Oh, we don't even have textbook. -,-

I thought that it will be boring without any photo so I posted one. Well, I wanted to talk about a few more things but I guess I shall make a separate post for it since it wouldn't fit the title of this post. So, all the best to those people taking O Level this year! I hoped you had studied hard for Os and if you didn't, just retake it next year. It's really too late to study now. -,- I'm being serious. Byeeee!

116. School

To be honest, I don't feel like typing today since I'm super-ly insanely tired. I don't know if I'm tired because I woke up at 10AM today or because I'm too full. And since it's been quite awhile, I thought I should blog about something. I shall just start with something simple? Today is the first day of school and it's not bad since my class starts at 3PM and it ends at 6PM everyday for a month. But suddenly, I have this Italian class which starts at 6PM to 9PM. -,- I don't know if I should feel happy or sad. 3PM class but ends at 9PM.

Now, I'm multi-tasking. Looking at photos to upload on Facebook and writing this post. Oh, I'm listening to music and thinking as well. *Brain not functioning well*

I wanted to upload the photos today but I think I will do it tomorrow since I'm seriously tired. I'm ending this post as well since I can't think straight anymore. Sorry if I wasted your time but I'm really too tired to even think of what to write. I can honestly say that I actually have a lot of things to write. I wanted to talk about what I had been doing in Indonesia, what I did for last week, what I want to do, myself(?) and future stuffs. But... I will just sign off now, byeeeee.

115. Kimbap part 2

Do you remember about this post I wrote about kimbap last time? You can read it here. This time, I made some when I went to Indonesia with my elder sister. She was kinda unwilling to do since we were like watching drama halfway and then I suggested making some kimbap before going to meet my mother.

Last time when I made kimbap with Rosemary, I didn't list out the stuffs you needed to make kimbap right? To be honest, I just googled it and I actually watch the videos how to make kimbap. Rose just follow along since the other time when I let her try the kimbap, she liked it. So I'm gonna list out the thing and how to make it?

First, skin out the carrot. I don't know the correct term but yeah, just use the peeler or knife to take out the outer of the carrot. Cut the carrot into thin pieces. Since I was somehow in a hurry that time, I just took photo anyhow and I didn't take the whole process. Just try your luck and go by your instinct like some genius chef or watch tutorial. After that, fry it with sesame oil. I don't use any oil or butter beforehand since I thought that sesame oil is enough.

Secondly, cut the cucumber into half like the photo above since I think it makes your life easier by a lot. I think when you are making kimbap, you are supposed to make both cucumber and carrot long but I want to make my life easier by cutting it into half. Take out the seeds inside and then cut them into strips like what you did to the cucumber. I don't know if the things inside the cucumber is seeds or not but it look like that to me. Fry the cucumber as well with sesame oil. When I say fry it with sesame oil, it means literally pouring some sesame oil on the cucumber on the pan.

Thirdly, you need egg. Since I didn't want to make a lot of kimbap, I decided to go with 2 eggs. You are supposed to beat the egg and I actually add water into it. I don't know why I added it. I think it's because of my dad. He told me to add water into the egg and when he did it like that, I seemed to like the egg he made. So yeah, I add water but I was feeling insecure that I put damn little water. And now that I starting to remember about this thing, I actually add an un-cook water into the egg. Indonesia's water from the tap is totally undrinkable. You need to cook boil it first before you drink, unlike Singapore.

Fourth, yellow raddish is a must! I don't know what is the real name but I called it yellow raddish. It tasted a bit weird but I like it. I don't know how to describe the taste so you should try it and you will know what I mean. You don't need to do anything for this. Just leave it aside. Wait, make sure when you are putting this onto the kimbap, take out the water from the yellow raddish!

Fifth, I think you need crabsticks. I totally forgotten about the crabsticks and Indonesia doesn't seem to sell them so I made a kimbap without it. It's fine but it feels that something is missing, only. If you have it, just boil the crabstick.

Sixth, you need things like rice, seaweed and the roller. The roller is the one that you use to roll when making sushi?

I forgotten to tell you that I didn't add any salt into the egg since I forgotten if you need to add or not but I didn't add any salt into it. And you need to pour only a little egg each time! You have to make it into a very thin layer. Not so thin lah but just thin layer. That time when I make kimbap with Rosemary, I think I used 4 eggs and it can make into more than 10 fried egg. Don't scramble it. After that, cut into thin slices.

You see, when I was making this at Indonesia, I'm like super not prepared. I only remember things like crabstick and korean rice on the spot when I was making it. I feel sad whenever I'm thinking about it. Okay, that's all for now. Good luck in making your own kimbap if you felt like making it. To be safe, I recommend you to watch some tutorial on youtube or read some reference from google. Google is my bestfriend, yo! Must promote him/her. I don't know if google got gender or not so to be safe, better put him or her.

Before I end it, the minimal things that you need to make kimbap are:
- Carrots
- Cucumber
- Yellow Raddish
- Eggs
- Crabsticks
- Korean or Japanese rice (they are sticky)

And when my mother tried the kimbap that my sister and I made, she preferred my sister's one!! So unfair lah! It's just because she put salt into the egg and I didn't! I'm going for a healthier egg okay?! :( Goodbye everyone~! :}

114. Stuttering

I was listening to 2PM's Hands Up and then I was singing along to it inside my mind. Suddenly I remembered about this thing. Last time, Bernice and I, whenever we sang 2PM's Hands Up or Wonder Girls' Tell Me, we ended up stuttering? Idk how to explain but you should listen to the songs below.

I think this song is the first cause for the stuttering. It was "Tell me, Tell me, tell, tell, tell, tell, tell, tell me" right? We went "Tell me, Tell me, tetetetetetell me". You are supposed to hear the 'tell' clearly but we are like bullet train. You can only heard the 'te'.

There is this part where they sang "Now Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, put, put, put, put, put" right? I think we sang it "Now Put your Hands Up, Put your Hands Up, pupupupupuput".. We spam the 'put' part like there is no tomorrow. It's only supposed to be 4 'put's but we ended up adding more than 4.

I think for this song, it's only me who can't sing it properly. It was "Ojig nan neoui Boyfriend eh eh eh eh".. Only 4 'eh's right? And their last 'eh' can't be heard that clear. Mine is also 4 'eh's but all can be heard clearly. If not wrong, when I was singing to that part, Ellis heard me and stopped (We were walking at that time, I think). She gave me the o.o look and then asked me to repeat again and I did. -,- Oh my god, I don't want to remember it again so I'm not writing what happened after that..

Actually, I forgotten what happened after that.. I think she told me it's wrong and demo it for me and then I sang that part again and again. Okay, that's the end for this post. And yeah, I'm gonna say that this post is about Kpop. I know it's kind of late to say this now, when it's like the end of the post but it's the thought that counts right? :} Bye~

113. Surprising

Soon, I'm will be really our of things to write for the title. I wanted to use only 1 word for each title but I think it's damn impossible from the way I see it.. Okay, the one thing that I'm really surprised is this photo:

By some chance, I went into my nuffnang and I saw this. I was like "WHAT?!". I understand about the 'Drink that Infinite made in Sesame Player' but the rest is like whut? I seriously don't get it. If you know the reason why those appears, tell me kay? Even the blogger stats also shows the same thing..

I remember only blogging 1 post for SHINee's Key, Ray Ban sunglasses, Dr Martens and heart sunglasses. This is super super-ly weird. And when I checked on google, only the 'Drink that Infinite made in Sesame Player' shows my blog.

Oh, here is the close up photos from above. If you squeezed squinted your eyes for those photos already, I can just say too bad? :/ It's really not my fault..

Moving on, I'm really guilty again. For the past few days, I spent my my parents' money again. ;_; somebody please confiscate my card!! I feel damn bad but I can't stop myself from not shopping. But to be honest, I don't spend as much money already. These days, I will say like "Don't waste money!", "You have something similar to this already!", "NO NO NO NO! SAVE MONEY!" and etc. If I didn't think of this stuffs, you will never know how much will I spend on shopping. -,-

Anyway, my dad allows me to dye my hair each year so yeah, before my year 2, I'm gonna dye my hair again so for now, bear with my black rooted hair, friends! :} If not, pay for me and I will dye my roots~ I think I'm done for now. Goodnight! :D I'm supposed to be asleep by 12AM but.... Yeah, you know... 9 days of no internet... ........... .......... Bye! :)

I feel bad if you need to squint your eyes for it again so yeah, here is the bigger view for it.

112. Back

Heya people! I'm finally back from my "9-Days-of-Holiday-Without-Internet". Why I wrote it like that? Because, I'm totally out of the modern world of technology excepts that I still have laptop, all kind of phones and TV. I'm out of reach, I guess? :/ Hmm since it's been so long since you see my post why not put this photo as the first photo of the post:

Yes, my reddish face with idk what to say.

But what I want to say is that I like my eyeliner! I think that time I used Clio's Kill Brown. I asked my sister to help me buy both Kill Black and Kill Brown and actually I was using the Kill Black first but I forgotten where I put it so no choice, I used the Kill Brown. If you don't get what am I saying, like I said before, ignore me. Did I say that before? If not, now you know.

Oh ya, thanks to Rosemary for introducing me to Clio! :} Must credit people, if not they will come and hunt me down, but Rosemary won't.... I hope.... I just scratched my face and it hurts like fuck since I just went to a facial thingy yesterday. *Left cheek is hurting now*

Okay, for the past few days, my only entertainments were Lie To Me (Korean Drama), Hachiko (English Movie) and..... I think that's all. OH-MAI-GOD! I had just wasted 9 days of my life, thank you.

Hachiko - A Dog's Story

First, let me talk about this movie. I only can describe the movie in 3 words which is - TRULY AMAZING. LOYALTY. Yeah, that's 3 words right? Truly Amazing & Loyalty. Want to know why? Just watch the movie okay? ................... I'm not that bad so I will briefly explains. Oh! Before I briefly explain it, please get ready a popcorn and a few drinks. Why? It will take me 3 days and 2 nights to explain this. Okay, it was just a joke. -.- Yes, a stroke dot stroke joke... (-.-) That's the face, man! :}

If you are a dog person, you should really watch this as this is a story about a dog and the best thing is that it's a true story that happened in Japan, long ago(?) And if you are like me, cry at every single thing (even though it's so not touching), prepare like a whole bunch of tissue right beside you and you should not go out after you watch this. I actually took a photo of myself after watching this... *OMG, why does this reminds me of a scene from 'The Ring"??* And my face was so horrible that I didn't want to upload it.. To be honest, my face still looks alright but I'm just scared that I will give you nightmare so I restrained myself. Thank me! :D

Back to the topic, erm, erm.. What should I say? Just read it here.

Sorry I didn't know how to summarise it but I guarantee you that that movie won't disappoint you! :} OH! Another thing before I go to another topic!! If you are like me, overly emotional, don't, like I mean, DON'T, DO NOT WATCH IT WITH MANY PEOPLE! Since you will be the only one crying like hell..

I actually wanted to talk about Lie To Me but since I haven't watch it finish yet, I shall not write about it now. So, goodbye! :}

111. Triple

To be honest, all those titles are basically nonsense. It's just something that I made up on the spot when I'm about to write an entry. So if you like or hate any post of mine, just remember the number. It's much more easier to remember. So yeah, I just wanted to talk about nonsense stuffs now.

Recently, I have been thinking of playing the Sims 3 again as I have the urge to make a house. Like design my own room and stuffs. But since the Sims 3 has limited stuffs like the things that I wanted but it's not there. For example, dressing table? Thus I decided that I shall just draw them. I shall start drawing them when I reach Indonesia since I really have nothing to do at there.

I'm going back tomorrow and I still haven't pack my stuffs yet. I'm a super lazy ass girl. Yes, I still can say I'm a girl and not a woman since I'm still under 20 okay? :/ *Playing Sixth Sense by Brown Eyed Girls now* I just like the song currently. Okay, I'm just being random.

I have been thinking a lot of things but they can't seem to stay in my mind as I always thought about them like when I'm about to sleep or when I'm on the bus to go somewhere. -.- I shall make sure I take note of what I'm thinking. Oh! I remembered one of the things that I thought about. I might not look like I have bad temper but I actually do. You can ask my victims such as my parents and my elder sister. They are like 24/7 my victims. I kind of feel bad for them now. *Repenting in action* I thought that I should change myself.

Enough with all the depressing thing and I just forgotten what's the purpose of this post.

*Thinking* *Thinking* *Thinking* *Thinking*.......

*Thinking* *Thinking**Thinking*........

*Thinking* *Thinking*..........

*Thinking*.........

I can't remember....

*Thinking again*.......

Ah! Make ups! Yeah, I think I'm in love with Victoria's Secret and I'm gonna start smelling their mists and perfumes later since I'm going to Bugis Street with my sister. So please beware of me okay? :} I know perfumes are not a part of make ups but who cares. This is my blog. Back to the topic, I have recently develop an interest in make up. Not those dramatic kind. Just simple stuffs such as eyeliners, mascaras, lip gloss, concealers and powders.

I think I'm going to start hunting for them so I guess my hair has to wait.. Perfume first, then make ups and then hair. Yes, I think I will just stick to this for now. My mind is not functioning again so I shall end it here. Bye! :}

110. Suit

Hmm, I have been thinking for awhile. I don't know what hair colour suits me. I asked Bernice if I looked nicer with black or the current hair colour that I have. She told me that with blonde hair, it suits my clothes more. So I look nicer with black hair by that? Ice, my ex-college, told me that I look nicer with blonde hair which I joke by saying, "So for the past 17 years of my life, I have been living with a hair colour that doesn't suit me".

Recently, I asked Rosemary, Claire, Bernice(?) and more (I can't remember who), if I would look nicer with a lighter shade of blonde. Like a really white blonde. If not wrong, all of them said "NO!".. ;_; *crying at some corner* I actually decided what hair colour I would want to get, like the style and etc. But all of those are destroyed now. Thanks a lot friends, for telling me the truth even though it hurts badly. *crying at some corner again*

But luckily, I have found another style with this blonde hair! Woohoooo! So happy man and I think not many people used it before! :} As long as I don't see people walking around with the same hair can liao! :D I shall work more and get more money and then I shall change my hair colour! Look forward even though I don't think it's anytime soon! :x

And since I'm already talking about working, I shall complain! Yes, a little bit only.. I have been working for 3 days straight and I think I'm really not young anymore. I can feel the difference, man! Last time when I worked like 6 days in a row, I felt tired but it's still bearable but now, after only 1 day, I can't take it anymore. Maybe it's because I'm not feeling well but I'm pretty sure age plays apart in it. My age is catching up on me, yo! So don't stomp me if you see me sitting down at a 'reserved for elderly' seat inside the bus or MRT.

I wanted to talk about another thing but I guess I shall just write it in another post next time, bye! :}

109. Fast One

Alright, I think I will post a really fast post. First of all, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY, KIDS! I miss those days when my aunt, uncle and teachers gave me presents! OMG and being a kid means, you got everything you want! I mean way. Why I didn't mention my parents?

Urgh! My mind is not right so ignore those words on top. If you read them, you have wasted your own time and it's not my fault. I know I would sound very kiddish so I will just say this: HAPPY BELATED CHILDREN'S DAY! OH AM GEE!! I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS LAH! At Indonesia, there is no such thing as children's day loh! So unfair lah! ;x So I only started 'celebrating' children's day like when I was Primary 2?

To be honest, I don't know if Indonesia has children's day but from what I recall, I only celebrated mother's day so far? Yes, I'm a freaking anti-social person. I don't celebrate Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year in Indonesia. Wait, even the National Day itself. During those days, I would probably sulking at home, eating, sleeping, shitting and yeah, that's basically all. Sad right? I know!! :( I have been doing that almost half of my life lah! ;_;

Wait! I'm 18 now so if I divide it by 2, it will be 9....... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9...... *Counting in progress* If I'm 13 when I'm in Primary 6, then 12 in P5, 11 in P4, 10 in P3 and 9 in P2..... Fuck yeah, I really wasted half of my life. ARGH!! EFAMEL (FML)!! D; *Crying in progress* Hurhurhurhur...

Oh wait people, before you start thinking that I'm stupid, I came to Singapore when I'm like 9 years old which I'm not even in P2 yet. I was became a P4 student in Indonesia and then I came to Singapore after like attending 1(?) month of lesson? I went to a language tuition center in Singapore and then when I turned 10, I'm enrolled to Primary 3 kay? I don't even know why am I writing this now lah. Too depressed about spending half of my life like that..

Okay, the Chinese New Year was okay already once I arrived to Singapore but Christmas and New Years are still freaking the same okay?! I don't freaking celebrate them in any other way. Okay, I don't even countdown... Wait, I do countdown but at home. Damn shit right? Aiya, whatever lah. It's not even my intention to be writing this depressing thing right now. Where was I?

Oh yeah, that Children's Day thingy! Yeah yeah, see lah, Indonesia gave me a depressing life. ;_; *cry cry cry* Actually, thinking about it, it's actually my parents loh. They don't celebrate any occasion, yes, even our birthdays. Shit them. ;_; Hurhurhur. Ops, I take back my 'shit them' part. I think it's basically they wanted to save more money so that my sister and I could come to Singapore and study. So I'm grateful that they at least sang birthday song to me. WAIT!!! DID THEY EVEN SANG BIRTHDAY SONG TO ME?! *Thinking in progress* ............ Shit, I can't remember...

Okay, I hope they did but yeah I can't remember. ;_; *MUM AND DAD, PLEASE SAY THAT YOU DID SANG ME A BIRTHDAY SONG WHEN I ASK YOU OKAY? DON'T LET ME LIVE A SADFUL LIFE* ;_; I think it's more to a sad-ful childhood lah.

I thought that it would be boring if I didn't add any photo so I decided to post a photo of me with brownish black hair. I somehow scared to dye them black again. -.-

*Hungry from looking at the sushi at the bottom left corner* At first, I really wanted to make a fast post like a very short post but it's getting longer cos I wrote nonsense? :/ I only wanted to write Happy Children's Day, the day when I'm going back to Indo, about DIY, Bugis Street and saving money. But it got longer cos I always get distracted. ;_; It's my character though.

So, I'm going to go straight to the point. I'm going back to Indonesia in 3 more days, woohoooo!! :D It's kind of a mix feeling though. I'm happy that I won't need to spend a single cent as my parents will be paying my expenses but I have no internet at Indonesia. I'm too lazy to go to a cyber cafe so I will just be rotting at home, playing the Sims 3, watching drama, eating nonstop and doing some random stuffs. I hope I won't get back to Singapore with twice the size I am right now. *Praying hard now*

Recently, I have been using my schedule book again. I don't know what it's called but I call it a schedule book. Diary lah, organizer lah or whatever shit lah. It's a book where there is a calendar and you write what thing you need to do. Get it already? :) Like those time in secondary and primary school time where you wrote your homework at? Aiya, I'm bad at explanation, seriously.

Moving on, I have been interested in DIY. Like seriously in love with it. I have the urge to search through all my clothes, bring them to Indonesia and DIY them like mad. I hope it will go well. *Praying again* Now Bugis Street right? Okay, I went to Bugis Street the other day with my mistress, Bernice.

Bernoice and Ellis.

Yes, the left one and not the right one. If you are wondering why the photo's quality is like shit, you can ask Samsung for that and to be more specific, it's a Samsung Galaxy S. Not S2, just an S. Yes, ASS. I'm not being sarcastic or what, I'm just trying to make a pun out of it. ............ No one is laughing right? *Hide at some corner* Okay, skipping those illogical stuffs, I had the urge again to buy those stuffs at BUGIS STREET! NOOOOOOOOO!! I'm trying to save money! ;_;

We were supposed to be going to.... I shall save it for another post. It's just that we ended up going to Bugis Street and we shopped! I think I bought more stuffs than her. Wait, did she buy anything?! *Thinkin- - - - -* Screw it lah! I'm always mind-fucked, for what think so much. Tempted to buy like 3 to 4 tops but in the end I bought something else.

Rolling it to saving money, I'm really trying hard to save money. This will link back to DIY. Okay, this is the end of the post. I don't know why, but I can't wait to end this post. I seriously don't know why. If you are still curious, ask my fickle mind, don't ask me cos I don't think using my brain when I write. I all comes from my heart. Okay, this isn't making anymore sense so I better stop it right now. Goodbye everyone. Sleep well, don't dream of nightmare, it's better to dream of me. I know I'm a nightmare but I'm at least a little bit better than nightmare.

Whut the hell is wrong with me today? I think I'm just too tired from working for 2 days. Shit, I'm working later. Bye. Like seriously working 3 days in a row? FML.